The Beginning

I am suppose to start my new career soon, finally. However, I am changing my life in numerous of ways. I want to explore more and I want difference. I have had the worst three years of my life and I need this. I want to buy a kayak, not a expensive one. I want to hike more. I want to love the things I use to do before life took hold of me. I use to love hiking when I was kid. The only reason anything has changed about me is because I had to deal with life. I had to slow down and become about my future,but my future was mainly about getting my career started. I have realized my anxiety made me stop my living just as much as my career focus. I want a more naturally way to deal.

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I am ready for adventure now and I am going to be the same innocent kid I was. I will only see the good in people and in life, but stay cautious. CAUTIOUS, only because my parents want me to be.