A Little Break

I am trying to pull through training for my new career, but it is hard. It is tedious. It is frustrating, but It will be worth it. It is not stressing me out as bad as I am leading on in this. I want everyone to know, I just been really busy. I am still not done with everything and it is a process. It is just a process and it is longer than I expected. I took a break from trying to set up my new phone and I am watching a movie to relax.

I usually would read during this time, but all of my lessons for training are read from endless notes. These have been made for me that are supposedly simplified from what it use to be. Everyone has let me know they are glad I am there. I think it is just because I lighten up their workloads, but that is okay. I am here to help. I love helping people and making things easier for anyone to find their road to success. I do not want to ever see anyone fall or fail at anything that is or becoming great.

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I genuinely care about other people. That is one thing I can for sure say about myself. I have had people hack my profiles and talk bad about me on it while smiling to my face. After doing their laundry, I have had someone scream, "I hate you". at the top of their lungs as I continued to make their dinner when others would have spat in their food.

You can be hateful to me and I will still treat you the exact same that I treat others who have done no wrong to me. With that being said, I do not forget things.

I will not forget the hurt, but I will not hold it against you either. Right when I thought I would hold a grudge to protect myself from getting hurt again, I disappoint myself. I am too forgiving, but I will not always be. I will eventually grow my tough skin.

I will give too many chances when it comes to myself, but with others I will not. If I had someone emotionally hurting someone I care about, I won't take kindly to it. That is why I feel like I will be good at my job. Hopefully!